Sometimes, i wish i would just live in my dreams.
A place where things could be imagined the way u want to.
But that would never happen.
I feel so like a loser now.
I feel nt like interacting with anyone,
and stay alone.
But, i wanted her to be with me.
And, i waited a month, or so.
I dont want to admit defeat...:/
But i guess i have to.
I know that there would be some pursuers hot on her heels now,
and it is the most vulnerable period now.
But, i cant do anything.
I have lost to them...
A complete loss='(
Baka like me can never compete...
I don't know if her love has died down on me,
but it seems like she has driven me out of her life.
I wish to tell her that i needed her erlot in my life,
i wish to hold her tightly in my arms and never let go,
i wish to tell her that she is the only pillar of support for me,
and that my world is crashing down on me.
But thts all too late,
all i'm left are my cheeks to let my tears flow.
Its uncontrollable, and they comes out as and when they like.

And, i have to thank god for making me turn back, and left a scar in me...
But i never regretted it, because i know i deeply still love her.

Don't use such strong words. It makes you look weak.




-New ipod
-Gain weight
-Get into finals for A div
-Good A level results